My dad and I were talking a few weeks ago about how at this day and age, it is very hard for someone to do something “new”. In regards to fashion, teenage girls (because I relate to teenage girls, I’m using them as an example) dress in vintage clothes. That’s just it though. Vintage means that it was “in” at some point. Back in the 40’s and 50’s, saddle shoes were all the rage. Everyone girl wore them to school and matched them with long skirts, button-up blouses, and headbands. Yes, we can be nonconformists by not wearing Abercrombie and Hollister, but you can’t necessarily say that your style is “new”. I don’t call my style new because most of my clothes are from the past decades. You are merely bringing the trend back.
That’s why when someone DOES invent new technology, design new clothes, or just do something different, we shower them with praise. This conversation took place when we were driving to my friend’s house.
I had woken up this morning refreshed and alive. It was the first morning where there was no feeling of stress since last summer because AP Euro is now over. My mom and I decided to go out, so I put together this insane outfit and did my hair and makeup. I felt the need to prove that one can still look pretty after a week of looking like a total mess. We were in the car driving to another local thrift store when I honestly felt so out of place and suddenly irritated. I didn’t want to spend my Saturday in the suburbs. I already hate them, plus it was beautiful out. My idea was to make a spontaneous trip to our cabin with my parents. So, we called up my dad and he agreed. We rushed home to gather everything. I washed off my makeup, threw on a tattered t-shirt, and laced up my sneakers. Then, we were off.
The ride there is pretty, even though some may disagree. The majority of the trip is highway, but once we get into the town, vast fields and meadows pass by my car window. Farmhouses, railroads, and markets also make their way into my memory. My dad really wanted to go to this flea market, so we stopped the car. We wandered over to this old man hosting a tent filled with antiques. Glass vases, old books, trinkets, telephones…..I guess you can call it junk. Sifting through piles of stuff, I found two yearbooks. One was dated at 1941 and the other was dated at 1942. I ended up paying $5 for the 1942 yearbook. It belonged to a girl named Betty Brown. Here are some things that I learned about her through this yearbook:
- She was a Junior and attended DeLand High School in DeLand, Florida.
- She was the president of Latin Club.
- She was the president of Language Club.
- She took a shorthand class with someone by the name of Charlotte N.
- She was a member of the Sigma Pi Gamma club, which had this motto. “Give to the world the best that you have and the best will come back to you”
- She was apparently a nice, pretty, and sweet girl.
I find this yearbook very interesting and sad at the same time. I’m assuming everyone in this book, including Betty, is dead or close to dying. Now, I get to keep their memories safe.
We then drove to our cabin, which was overgrown with weeds and tall grasses. The creek was placid and the birds were very quiet. I decided that I needed some alone time, so I took my camera and ventured into the woods. I followed one of the main paths for a while, passing abandoned cabins along the way. One was named “The Ark”. In one of the windows, the lady had lined up colorful, glass vases. I walked around her cabin and saw that in another window, she lined up metal teapots. Her place was pretty funky too. I want to meet her sometime.
I noticed a path that was less preserved further ahead. Instead of gravel, the floor was covered in grass and the road seemed to lead deep into the woods. I was scared though because right when I was about to go through, a man was whistling this depressing song as he was pacing on his deck. I guess he completed the mood, but it was still creepy. When I was walking, little toads and squirrels kept on jumping out from the brush and the noise of rustling leaves always scared me. The end of the path was blocked by a rusty, metal bar. I climbed underneath it, but then realized I had no idea where I was. Noticing I was back on the main road, I made the executive decision to get lost again because I had a lot of time before I had to be home.
I followed a line of cabins down a steep hill and stopped suddenly when I heard the sound of rushing water coming from below. I backed up to see many rocks and a flowing stream with little waterfalls about 30 feet away. YOU BEST BELIEVE I RAN THAT 30 FEET. Using my skills, I rock-hopped to the center of the creek….almost falling five times. I wanted to get to this particular rock farther away from the shore, so I took off my sneakers and waded through. I wanted to go to THIS ROCK because it was right on top of the waterfall. I stuck my feet in the rapids, which calmed me greatly.
I ended up falling asleep to the sunset only to be awoken 45 minutes later by the quacking of three passing ducks. I tied my sneakers up, pulled back my hair, and rock-hopped back to the shore. By now, it was practically time to leave, so I made my way back home.
The ride back was peaceful. I listened to The Antlers while flipping through Betty Brown’s yearbook, gazing at the signatures signed in 1942. The sun was setting and my parents were talking in low murmurs. At that moment, I was perfectly content with the world. I’m glad I got to spend this day the way I did.
“Betty, best of luck and happiness. I’ll always remember you. Love, Dave Douglas” 1942.
My window is open right now in my room, as well as the front door downstairs. The breeze is coming from two different directions, so my bedroom door is opening and closing by itself. I remember when I was 8 and this room belonged to my brother. I sat across the hall petrified that a ghost was in his room making the door move. Now that I sit here, the exact same age he was when I was 8, I find it funny to have remembered this detail from my childhood.
I’m not scared anymore because I know that a ghost isn’t making my door move.
This is a good photo of my new red hair all dry and wavy. My original picture showed my hair freshly dyed, but part of my head was still wet so it was hard to see the real color.
soda pop on the tongue, the fizz and
burn in my lungs, this condensation on
my skin; American summer sun be gentle
and hold me quietly as I try to remember
myself.
(via thedustdancestoo)
I thought I had a handle on my emotions, but today’s events unlocked the door I’ve been desperately trying to keep shut for weeks and now, little gremlins carrying evil thoughts occupy my brain. There were several times today where I felt like I was going to cry. Just a few minutes ago was one of them. I sit here now with a huge mug of peppermint tea, all nice and cozy in my slippers and hair tied up in a loose bun.
Until 45 minutes ago, I started to realize the extent as to how important the AP Euro exam is on my life or better yet, my high school career. For the last 10 days or so, students and teachers convinced me that this test was the most important event while taking this course. Really? Are you sure? Everything is a snowball effect starting with the Board of Education, then the teachers, then the students…..and last is me. I have been stressing myself out to the point where I physically feel sick and I cannot enjoy anything else sophomore year has to offer. No clubs, no friends, no thirst for knowledge.
Nothing.
My academic career this year has been consumed by the notion that doing well on the AP Exam is the only factor that contributes towards “doing well”….doing well.
Doing well. Is there some higher power that determines whether you are doing well? Who are they to say anything? My doing well is maintaining a C+/B- average. I try my hardest and always study for tests. I’m doing my best, therefore, I’m happy. I wish students could enjoy the process more than the outcome. Take time to learn and appreciate the information. Maybe, you can research further or apply what you’ve learned in other classes. Sit back and think about the real reason you took one of the hardest AP classes nationwide.
My reason is to challenge myself, develop important study skills, important life skills, and learn material at a faster pace. If your reason for taking the class is just to get a 5 on the exam, I don’t think that is worth your time. I got into an argument about all of this with a friend. She had some pretty valid points, but I stand my ground. When I got off of the bus, I felt frustrated and angry. When I was about to go inside, I dropped my binder and looked out into my backyard. The sky started to release little droplets of water, but I figured the best way to cool off was to lay down in the grass and let the rain fall on me. I dozed off and fell into a light sleep.
I got a little wet, but I felt cooled off….figuratively and literally. I just wish teachers would use other tactics besides fear to help us study for this exam. Other schools go about reviewing differently. Why can’t we?
(Source: childofthemountains, via musefreak)
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